It was Saturday and about 2 o'clock in the afternoon. We had taken Jake to the doctor previous day due to a whole slew of weird issues especially red spots on his face. She told us if they appeared on his tighs or legs, we were to call them. Sure enough we checked during his nap and they were there.
We were told to take Jake to the ER at Children's Mercy. Mark and I chalked this up to a very cautious doctor but expected to go home. It seemed like forever and there was a marathon of Spunge Bob episodes on TV for what seemed like hours. The ER doctors came in finally to tell us they found something that seemed like cancer in our son. We were sure they had it wrong. It just wasn't possible. Jake was healthy, I had taken care of myself during the pregnancy and we took good care of Jake. We wanted to go home and have them tell us there was a mistake with their tests.
Instead we checked into the bone marrow transplat unit of Children's Hospital because all the other beds for Leukemia patients were full. Mark and I were filled with grief. This was much worse than anyone telling us that we had cancer ourselves. After we put Jake to bed, scared out of his wits, Mark crouched in our hospital room crying and I joined him.
That was a year ago. It took us a long time to work through worrying that we would lose our son. We are now filled with hope that he will have a long normal life but we go into that with caution. Jake is healthy and doing well with his treatment.
We went to Boo at the Zoo yesterday and it was bittersweet for me. He missed that last year because he was stuck in the hospital fresh from his diagnosis and this year he went and had a great time. There are numerous people that I have to thank to pulling us through:
Dr. Shore - The reason our son is alive today. We actually saw him at the Zoo yesterday!
Poppa and Grammy - We love you for always being there for us.
Aunt Kathy and Nanna - thank you for caring
Aunt Anne and Tinkerbelle - Love you so much for being there when we really needed you.
All our friends and neighbors for the wonderful support and love for Jake.
--Jess
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